One lie usually leads to others.

Small details are bound to be forgotten.

A slip here, a slip there and what? You’re caught.

Its not a matter of IF, its a matter of WHEN.

If you have to lie, maybe you’re with the wrong person.

So, what do you think? …..

I know there is…. i was right before….

A temporary happiness that will haunt you back for the rest of your life….

If i dig deep enough i will know, but i won’t…. pls don’t force me…. pls….

enough said

Fuhhh managed to have a great weekend while playing as guest player for Rainforest 7 Tigers(R7T) at CPCL event 3. At first i was a bit skeptical playing with them since only 4 of them are the original players of R7T while the other 3 never even meet or play together before. 2 of them were from Ultimate Speed, MPOC D3 team.

During Captain meeting, i only managed to stay for awhile before had to get back to office. Ye la i was still working haha… cannot stayed long at the field. So just a brief meeting with the new team mates, just 3.

The next morning only managed to shake hand with all of them, had a brief simple game plan discussion without even walk the field huhu. Then game on!

End of the day, R7T win 4 out of 10 putting us at 7th overall placing. Kena ayam 1 game with nemesis, the rest were quite good. We give the opponents a really tough time. We were pitted against Xtioneer, D1 MPOC team at Quater final on Sunday.

On Sunday, game start at 10am. We really give them a fight, gunning 4 down on 1st match, gunning another 5(i think) on the 2nd games. Pity we had no luck as 1-2 markers had technical issue.

Overall it was a great event n great experiences as i was given the opportunity to play as front player for all the 12 matches we played. Never play as front player, ever. muahahaha….

Gun downed 5 opponents in 1 match ? Priceless :p :p :p

If DK did join this time, i think podium finishing could be achieve easily. Looking forward for another adventure with DK at PJ n Melaka, perhaps.

R7T would really love to have me back as frontman for them in MSL n WCA2010. Still 3months before those tournament. Need to calculate 1st n see whether the timing ngam2 or not.

Rasanya aku ada problemo. Aku terperasan bila bercakap, kadang2 aku ter stop, pikirrrrrr lama gak la dlm 3-5sec (main agak je pun haha) baru sambung balik. Penah tgk filem Baik Punya Cilok? Cuba fokus watak harith iskandar. Haaa mcm tu la aku skang. hahahha….

bila nak sampai ke sana ni hahaha…. apa nak buat? entah apa yg best sgt…. sekadar ceritera dari mulut org yg kata best…. kamera SLR pun tarak… takat bawak kompak kamera apa kelas gi sana wahaha… The fact to just throw spend Rm10k-20k for a short period of time, membuatkan aku pk 80 kali gak…

padahal hutang2 sepanjang setahun pun sama je mcm tu haha… cuma sket2 so tak nampak sgt… bila kira2 balik baru sedor OMG u sux penghutang tegar…. haha

Esok eh hari ni start cuti….mana mau pegi membuang masa…

kalau keja mlm niat nak tido mesti byk issue. segala bapak server semua  nak down. haha

bosan sungguh. kalau hati sungguh nak buat keja takde la pulak tiket. ampes

rugiii ghana… tak score last minit penalty… kalau tak, packing awal la uruguay hahaha

itu la bola itu bulat….tapi bila sepak kena tiang mungkin sbb bola tu bujur kot haha…

mcm2……

ps: oh brazil out! wahahahhaa samba my ass…. :p

My work is done.

At least i think so.

Thank for the chances given.

I think you guys can go further without me

Really hope you guys have a lots of fun at Kuantan.

And i managed to take control of the beast! Whooo…. No more Mr Hyde!

My last event turn out to be a fun one too.

Opponent, see you next year perhaps……..

Habis sudah event di kuantan. tak berapa memberangsangkan tapi masih mampu mara ke pusingan kedua sebelum kalah kepada Votolocos, champion untuk event kali ni. Byk benda lagi nak kena improve selepas pra post mort bersama rakan2. Kena usaha lebih keras lagi nampak gayanya.

Team2 lain kebykkannya dah improve dari tournament yg lepas. Tapi kali ni mcm kejutan gak sbb selain Votolocos, the current top 4 mmg tak perform antaranya SiR Mat Malaya. Serba tak menjadi hehehe…

Tamat lah sudah contract DK-Werdnahol secara official nya lepas event 3 ni. Macam mana pun kira still family werdnahol selepas beberapa diskusi dgn big bos. Next stop PJ so tak yah outstation. Jimat duit, masa dan tenaga. Insyallah next event boleh perform lagi bagus lagi.

sekian.

Contract tied to team cost center. no wonder la cannot. whatever la…

Leader, yeah not easy to be one. Some more when too emo. lalalalala…. But you know what? To be one, you have to accept the fact that you will be hated. Different approached are required for diff situations and different peoples.

Leader synonym for gila kuasa? No lah… its called devine intervention. wahaha…. somebody has to stand up and decide! Continous suggestions alone waste times. Decide and accept the consequences. You can not look good and make the right decision all the times. Wait, i forgot ler. There is no wrong or right. Just decision. Dohhh….. And we tackle it as it goes.

Hey you, yeah you…. thank for the advices.

Anyway team DK, do our best with what god give us! Im back again from the lost island! Lets kick some ass!

spend most of time at office chatting wahaha…. seriousa its like from 1pm to 10pm chat chat chat …hot topic :p after  that ahli2 mesyuarat tingkap exhausted most likely. Me, slept until 230am just in time to see spain vs honduras. slow game but there were goals at least.

i think i already know why n what was the reason for a long time already but just unable to accept it. ok lah at least it is better now than previously.

Anyway have to keep focus and calm the beast for mynpl kuantan preparation. The wood ninja (wahaha) wont be there to sooth the beast this time. The seals are quite strong now days so gotta be prepare for the unexpected. that might keep it locked tight. Gonna be 1 year anniversary of DK at kuantan, not expecting different result than previous event. Just wanna have fun. I really hope i will have fun….

do i need a hair cut? or just be like tommasi wahahaha….

…..anyone to realize and appreciate my obligation as father on certain day only. mother day, father day? grandpa grandma day? husband n wife day?

So many days of that kind. Is it that just suddenly we started to realize “Oh i’ve a father and today is father day!” ahaha

Same as asking for forgiveness. Usually when do we do it? Yearly, raya day 1 before raya prayer. Funny that on that morning only we realized “wahhh i’ve been so sinful to mother/father/wife/husband/whateve insert here this past one year” sob sob sob

Pathetic entry? Seem like it, for some maybe. My point is we should have done it throughout the year, not just on yearly basic.

The end.

I’ve been lacking motivation in playing for the team. something is missing, not sure what. Just don’t really felt as before…..